i'm soo soo soo soo tired today.... gym....was so reluctant to get out of bed...must be the weather...it got colder today....but yea...it's nice to have this weather, in contrast to the unexplainably detrimental sunny days...well, at least to your mood, and your shirt(sweat) and blah blah blah...last day of easter break...need to get back to school like tomorrow....:-( just feel so bored...haven't done my drugs in profile yet, cant even remember all the dosage for the 6 drugs, i'm royally screwed now... heh

anyways, if you guys are free, have a look at my friend's page, link below " intonated" and check out one of the chics there...seen a lot of pretty gals in aussie, but check this out! she's back in my hometown!!! woo hoo...exotic name..heheh...my good fren there is just sooo infatuated with her....go check her out....i've got to admit..but yeah, she reminds me of simone though, when i first met simone....do check it out yea!?

well, got to get on with my daily chores now....or well, at least for today, cause sis is coming back tonite.... clean the whole house, do my laundry...all the boring stufff..yea...will change the outlook of my blog soon...till then...signing off...  ¶ 4:36 PM

  arrrrgggg....my stomach is sooo blotted, plus, i'm so sleepy...the day must have been so long that i didnt realised that i was driving around different suburbs the whole morning...heh, at least i'm getting my driving confidence back...phew...it's been awhile since i last blogged...got lazy and just couldn't be bothered writing about my holidays..they were somewhat mentally nourishing and somewhat a total bore....i'm having hessitation about work.....i mean as in getting a job...i got my resume all ready, but just i'm not sure how i should go around handing them to pharmacies...plus, it's a first time...a new commitment....damn....how am i suppose to say that blah blah....questions just constantly bombarding my mind...but i guess i have to take that step, after all, everything in life has its first steps... working....i've never worked before...all the people around me have though....it must be interesting...but then again...hmmmm.....well, i guess when school reopens, i shall print out many copies of my resume and pass it to pharmacies in the city....really hoping one of them will accept me...will, of course with a pay....i guess i have to start low, then well, after i've had some experience, maybe higher pay....damn...people say that it's a part of growing up...well, i guess it really is, cause it is a big step for me....not significant it seems, but it really is one...i guess, i have to press on, and give it a try, despite all the questions and doubt that i might have.... come to think of it, what have i got to lose?

just realised that the food in the fridge are in abundance....shit, betta finish using them b4 steph comes back.... and what more, school is reopening on monday....arggggg...damn....

well, it's been good being able to just let out some stuff off my mind...its been bothering me for awhile, just that i couldn't get it out....good good....anyways, signing off....  ¶ 7:04 PM

  the days are getting colder....what a no no it is today to say that....today's one of the hotest and dryest day ever in autumn...would have died....damn....anyways, spent the whole morning slacking around and printing stuff, running errands..blah....sleeping.....lol...have to work out tomorrow...feel big already...anyways, yea, brought amabel to caufield to get her com done....she's getting a new com by sat...wah.....well, spent the evening after we got back cooking and eating...lol....then started revision...did the past years for pharm chem and med chem....many many stuff not taught yet, me panicking at the amount i dunno.....like the stupid orbitals and the hybridisation....heh...got bored by 8 plus and decided to indulge in some doritos...bought a packet and the salsa...when we were about to start diggin in...we realised that the salsa was sealed damn tight...both me and am strugggled like nobody's business...lol...was so funny...we were desperate...i dunno why also....heh.....anyways, planning to go swimming tomorrow, then finish physio papers...hope they have it online...need the practice....anyways....gonna sleep soon...heh...signing off...  ¶ 11:49 PM

  i'm feeling a bit dissy now....somehow, the long period of time not doing work consistently as affected the way i have my long-hours study....went for a swim today....there were so many people, i swear i couldnt swim properly...40 laps as usual, thinking of increasing it to 50...it'll be a nice number....heh... so bored now....finally done with pharm chem notes....gonna attempt the pass year questions later in the week...gonna touch on medchem now...wonder if derek is still gonna come out....later he *fong fei kei* again...lol....nah ler...just wanted some time outside the house...staying in the house too long is so unhealthy...thats why i'm unhealthy.....hmmmm...suddenly craving for some nice wine, and a few shots of quickfuck....damn....must control!!! no..................i'm so sleepy and bored now, but what the heck, will do my med chem now....signing off....  ¶ 8:43 PM

  H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y L A U R E E N!!!!!

today's laureen's birthday, we had a surprise party for her...but heh....i was hoping it would work, for the coordination for the surprise was pretty crap...all thanks to my bad sense of..errr... instinct? heheh...anyways, today's my last day of rest, gonna have to gear up to studies tomorrow, i ate a lot tonite.... really whole loads of rice and pasta!!!! :( i wanna kill myself..... gym in the morning...then went to cut my hair...blardy haircut at tokyo costed $40 bucks....:'( but anyways, gonna try out the dry look....as wei suggested...he's da expert...hole in one for gals...ehehehhe....just got back...and just cleaned up the mess in the house...gonna take a bath and have a sleep.....need it...get really tired these few days....wonder whats up with my screwed up body system...:P...anyways, gonna go bathe now...signing off...  ¶ 1:23 AM

  cold cold cold...wah...days are getting colder.....autumn...winter apporaching....damn....should be fun! hehe...i didnt do much today, went to vic mart and safeway this morning to do all my shopping..heheh...cool ler....anyways, ate light luch as usual...then watched sinbad....dun blame me...the kid inside me has been dominating ever since whenever...hehhe..william woke up then.,... and we decided to go do some shopping in the city...was thinking of buying those faded blue jeans...too bad...too pricey....but what the heck, we went to the new melbourne central extension and found ourself lurking in politix...hehhe...william ended up spending 300++ for a shirt and a pants...,heheh...i bought a shirt that was on sale...39... was alrite though....despite it being cheap...lol...anyways...juat came back from my post meal walk and feeling good cause i'm gonna lose another half a kg...hehehe...obsession you may call it....heheh...no worries...anyways...gonna find something to do...might just go sleep...heheh....signing off...  ¶ 6:18 PM

  heh...havent been blogging for a while already...no mood i guess...well, its around 3 am here now. first time in a long time since i've been up ath this hour already.....eyes are closing but talking to andrew and wei....andrew seems to be confessing stuff bout his personality...funny stuff...indeed the first day of holidays...i already feel bored...give me a breadk please....i went over to yan fey's place today...he drank till he was pissed drunk....not yet i think...just tomato red...heheheh...he looked so funny...lobster...we palyed games, had a cake for him...and surprisingly, met dexter there....what a small world it is.... drank alcohol tonite...felt rather guilty.....at least i stopped smoking...thats good for sure!....had heavy dinner and supper...feels like a damn bloody heavy day.....adding to the fact that i swam 40 laps in the morning...slept int he evening...and now yawning away...someone brought the subject up...gently...i have homosexual tendencies??...ehhehe maybe....i dunno...but yeah...i dun think of guys do i....damn...girls are still hotter....i wish i could get her....and yea...whatever..... i'm crapping now..sorry.... anyways, waiting for the reply from wei and satay now...heheh..signing off..  ¶ 3:00 AM

  i'm suppose to be in bed now...but i'm really hungry.....got up made two slices how bread with berry jam....damn....today was a long day...tomorrow, even longer....sigh.....six birthdays this week...broke to the max....heh..anyways...its been another quiet nite with work and yea...no play....i need to pick up a hobby now...its bad for me to not play at all.....damn...hmmm..whatever..two more days of school then hols will be here..! yay! anyways...gonna try sleeping now...nite...signing off  ¶ 11:08 PM